[OOC] Thank you, Questions & Anything Goes!

[arsgoetia]

THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR PLAYING ♥ We had a super lot of fun and everybody was fabulous and yes thank you thank you as usual. ♥ ♥ ♥ LOOK HOW ON TIME WE ARE DONE THIS IS FABULOUS.

And a super special thank you to CROW who unfortunately could not play but did Madison's fabulous iconset and is amazing.

That said: as usual, any questions or discussions or anything can go here, though as always we reserve the right to stay :x on things that may be relevant in future games! Also, self-indulgence/anything goes post/meme/SURVIVAL STRATEGY for people to request fics or drabbles or dump art or memes or basically anything. Previous ones for the last two games were here and here for reference!

And as always, you can totally keep threading in endgame and epilogue forever. You can also stay in #deadgaysatanists forever, we just hang out there. It's a swell place to be.

Comments

[gavehimhead]

GO ESSAY ON THINGS SO I CAN READ THEM

Otherwise I shall be forced to spam your plurk with rainbow vomit emotes.

[virtuallyroyalty]

rfuhswfuihxsa FINE

[gavehimhead]

SUCCESS

Now I get to poke you until you write it.

1/2 :U

[virtuallyroyalty]

PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ASKING ME TO ESSAY ON WHY KAZUKI HAS BEEN CUTE. SO I WILL DO THAT. I GUESS. IN A STEP-BY-STEP PROCESS. THIS WILL BE TL;DR. AND ABUSE CAPS AND ELLIPSIS AND PUNCTUATION.

Okay so I would first like to say I didn't really anticipate Kazuki developing to come on this... strongly... about David. And he probably wouldn't have, if it was any situation other than DEATH GAME. Death games give Kazuki all the feelings. So! When he first came back and remembered the last thing he did in demonverse was... make out with a really close guyfriend on his birthday and have a lot of feelings... his reaction was essentially:
Shock > denial > ...mull over it, am I gay... > ...do I give a fuck NO I GUESS NOT > h...happy? He likes knowing someone likes/d him! Let alone someone important to him!

And so he began crushing a little! Aah important person likes me aah I guess I like them back but what do, do they still, do I still, aah!! Obviously there was also a degree of BUT CAMP!!! In there too. And also a: I LIKE A GUY. I LIKE HIM DESPITE BEING A GUY...? BUT I WOULD PREFER HIM TO STAY A GUY...? WHAT???? /still closeted

But as that. Was all a while back and didn't feel quite real to him, either, Kazuki crushing on David instead of LIKING is the key element here. A lot of those feelings were sort of muted! Still concerns, but muted. And then death games happened.

Basically death games were making Kazuki miserable because this was the most di[e]ce like game yet. And it was reminding him about a lot of stuff which he essentially had to suck up in order to function, as he does! But in order to do so he needs to LOOK forward to something, and at the same time that means regretting stuff! You know, in case he will never be able to do what he is looking forward to. It is what drives him! I WILL REGRET IT IF I DON'T GET TO DO THIS, BLAH BLAH. A typical HEY YOU'RE FACED WITH DEATH AND ALSO KILLING PEOPLE LOL situation. Also this all contributed to Kazuki being generally. Toppy. Towards a lot of people. H-hilariously death games are when Kazuki thrives.

2/2 HAPPY NOW???

[virtuallyroyalty]

So essentially he came to terms with the fact pretty fast that he really enjoys the memories he made in demonverse and would have been sad to die without them, and he'd like to see David one last time at least if he had to die or if David got put off by the whole killing people thing!! Which is why he perked up a lot when David was mentioned!

And then... he saw David one last time, so to speak. And it wasn't enough. :x It was the whole, just one more time...! Oh wait, I want another time now. Thing. It didn't help that David told him to shut up at first, which made Kazuki... unhappy and panic a bit, does he still like me oh god what am I thinking I am such a girl what!! Aaand then David held Kazuki's hand and that pretty much. Sealed the deal. So to speak. Because it was very much... oh... he does still like me...? STOMACH BUTTERFLIES .///. OH FFF NO VACCINE AND FEELING SUPER SICK BAWWWW.

And then they were stuck in the basement and Kazuki was. Welp. \8D/ I guess I'm falling in love with him this really sucks ass, I don't want to do anything anymore \8D/!!! But no, he HAS TO DO THINGS, because he is Naruse Kazuki. So he went around and talked to people and tried to make them feel better than he was. And he contemplated some pretty dark thoughts, before bouncing back! But the bouncing back was really... a lot of desperation wrapped in a taking-the-lead shell.

This is why he got so clingy when he saw David again, because David was part of the reason why he was getting pretty angsty and desperate in the first place. And when Kazuki decides it is okay to be clingy, he gets very... forward... yes. Basically he GIVES NO FUCKS and DOES WHAT HE WANTS!!!!! And since Kazuki is the most truthful with himself in this state, that has pretty much changed how he'll approach his relationship with David from now on. He's far less likely to be flustered now, and more likely to be cute and flirty! Though now he is also feeling more relaxed and safer some of his shyness and other concerns will return. But only some of them. :U

[gavehimhead]

I AM PLEASED :) This does not make Kazuki any less adorable.

[virtuallyroyalty]

:x!

...also please note last game he just knew he liked David but had ALL THE CONCERNS. He just. Put them on the backburner because he did genuinely like David. The change this game was he literally now GIVES NO FUCKS and will desperately clings to and never lets go of David emotionally.